So.
Things are interesting as usual.
I figured out that I don't like to recreate home because that's where I had hard time in the first place.
Mike wants to have another roommate. YEEEEESSSS. That should take preassure off me to be his whatever.
Right now I am being a maid and pretty darn good. As Andy said: make house so immaculate that you become important. I am going to do that. Hopefuly I can stay here longer then.
I need to stay here and make money outside and pay my debts and put money aside.
I applied for medicaid. If I could get it, then I can forget about health ins. Health ins. is expensive.
Got to decide if to keep it.
I realised that I take critique as attack. That is threatening to me and then I shut down. (result of my mom's abuse) This is significant.
I still didn't figure out the Christmas for baby. I just know I have to do something.