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Saturday, November 25, 2006

Well, it didn't quite work. You have to actually click on the rectangle to see the picture. Oh, well, it took me a good long while to put them there anyway. So I am not taking them off.
But!!!
I was at chat last night. I like my chat. I like my SN family. Jenny exposed my dating with Michael. Crick is smart and Lucy gave me her opinion.
Michael called today to see how I was doing.
Lucy told me to run.
I dont' have a fear of being owned. I know I can live through that - which I did with my mom. I have to see just how it's gonna play out.
I think my issue is going to be not to get sucked into it; into the whole idea of too deep of a relationship (if there are no major issues). I don't know.
If things went seriously wrong, Baby goes to Bob and I can leave. I don't think things will go seriously wrong.
Rich wrote me a somewhat more concrete email. He basicly lost illusions about me. I had no illusion but accusation hurts anyways. When people admit their hurt they don't seem so evil.
Lucy is going to work in Walmart. She can run the Walmart and the entire neighbourhood. Walmart did their best hire in a long time. I hope they promote her and give her good benefits. Then S can get hearing aids for less money.

I am going to try to work some and see if I can make money. I am going to see more about Canada too. Canada is a nice place.
I am smart capable flexible reliable. Why the heck can't I just stay here and prove it?
I gave Momraine a gift and she thanked me. It's not easy to be away/without loved ones for holidays.

There's something in my throat that is bohtering me there. Halls help only temporarily.

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