HORMONES AND HOMELESSNESS.

Pregnancy hormones don't seem to help my mood. I am dying to move out of this trash can and have a clean place of our own. Or at least (if I don't clean it) to know that I am in my own dirt...
I am also fed up with work as I seem to feel worse when I work full days. Half days don't seem to really 'pay off'...
I think, people are clueless about therapy and effects of illness on the child/ life itself. There's the lady from MOPS and she was in a good old denial about the need of therapy for her kid. Her kid had a lung transplant and spent a half a year in hospital. Now she is spoiled and woman is just going ahead with life 'as if nothing happened'. 'Good luck' is my only recomendation. But after all the kid may not live too long, so they may not even get to the real problems ever... One mom suggested that it might be 'just a phase'. Again, no comment. It just shows how people are totally ignorant.
We went to birhtday party and I guess, I am really hitting the brick wall in regards to my husband. Realization that we are so entirely broke and likely not going to steadily improve is somewhat killing me. Birthday party was lovely. Many people, some grandparents, friends etc. Benefit of living in one place for ever.
So, bad morning, esp. when it starts at 4:45. Hate those.